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Furious Love
04:00
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Millicent, isn’t it frightening:
All the disquieting glimpses we’ve seen
Of cities in ruins and worlds set aflame?
Milly, deep-down, I’ve a bad feeling
And a furious love
But it’s tremulous, too
I’m curious, dear:
Is the nightmare over?
Been clutching my talismans, holding you tight
Closing my eyes lest the seas ignite
I’m weary from worry, suspicion, and shame:
Milly, I’ve tried, but I’m faltering
In my furious love
‘Cause it’s tremulous, too
I’m curious, dear:
Is the nightmare over?
Is the nightmare over?
So, take up the welcome mat; switch off the lights
And when they inquire, we can say Nobody’s home--
Not anymore
And my furious love
It is tremulous, too
I’m curious, dear:
Is the nightmare over?
And my furious love
It is tremulous, too
I’m curious, dear:
Is the nightmare over?
Is the nightmare over?
Is the nightmare over?
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Houses
02:51
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I like your houses: pink-shuttered things
With a backdrop of sky so sky-like
Periwinkle and dove-grey
Undulating rows of wings:
Radiant from the touch of your hand
Radiant on the sun-smudged page
I like your houses
I like your houses
I like your people: slightly askew,
Careening through scene-on-scene of
Domestic grandeur
To whom everything’s brand-new
And whoever they are, they’re happier
Than anyone in this world
I like your people
I like your people
And your streetlamps, your sidewalks, the artful way
You manage to scrawl your name
I’ll keep us in stamps, keep us in chalks, keep us in clay
Keep back the dragons, glowering out-of-frame, threatening to
consume you
I like you when you’re sensitive-souled
When you’re a mensch or a pest
Or a bruiser, when you’ve steamrolled over me
And worn me rather thin
No matter your timing, no matter the mood I’m in--
No matter your timing, darling, no matter the mood I’m in
I like your houses
I like your houses
I like your houses
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3. |
Xs & Os
04:02
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You, in the crook of a quarter-moon:
Ah, you should have seen me swoon
But how soon you would tumble to ruin
When I saw, when I saw, when I saw you were human
Little rows of x’s and o’s
Melt away like the frost on the windows
Rose petals pressed long ago
Fall apart as they slip from the pages:
Oh, it’s been ages and ages since then
But it’s okay: it’s only
A terminal case of ennui
And you and I face every day not knowing
What to say, what to say, what to say to each other
O, What to say, what to say, what to say to each other
Through the gloam, a lackluster glow
Flickers out in the deepening shadows:
Isn’t that just the way it goes?
But it’s okay: it’s only
A terminal case of ennui
And you and I face every day not knowing
What to say, what to say, what to say to each other
O, What to say, what to say, what to say to each other
Little rows of x’s and o’s…Little rows of x’s and o’s
Little rows of x’s and o’s…Little rows of x’s and o’s
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4. |
Credible Threat
03:04
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Little empty-headed Michelle,
Where have all your thoughts gone?
Have they drifted to the bottom
Of a depth no one could possibly fathom?
Or trickled from a rift in your skull?
All the words you’d formed so nimbly
Seem to shrivel, turn to senseless drivel.
Although they may dismiss it as ridiculousness,
Every lapse and every slip,
Every slightly stuttered step
Make the things you’ve dreaded seem like a credible threat.
Isn’t it a pity, my dear:
Growing ever-dimmer?
Add the lemongrass and ginger
To the list of things you can’t quite remember,
Like phantoms slipping out of your sight.
Still, you stammer in the shadows:
It’ll come back, it’ll come back to me…right?
Although they may dismiss it as ridiculousness,
Every lapse and every slip,
Every slightly stuttered step
Make the things you’ve dreaded seem like a credible threat--
Seem like a credible threat.
Are you tired of feeling dumb?
Weary of this troublesome stuff?
Scared you’re becoming a burden
To everyone you love?
Well, just close your eyes, lay back, we’ll make a small incision;
And if all goes well
You’ll be blissful in oblivion
Even giddy, oh, but still empty-headed, Michelle.
Little empty-headed Michelle
Little empty-headed Michelle
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5. |
Autumn
04:36
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How ridiculous we must look
Standing on our tiptoes:
Everyone knows how small we’ve been
Everyone sees we’re scarcely more than children
I’ve been waving my arms around
Trying to flag you down
Though you’re not listening, you still insist
You may not catch the words, but you get the gist
But on every still, grey, dreary day
I can see clearly
There’s nothing to say
And nothing to hear, save the sound of our voices decaying
I’ve grown tired of holding tight
Tired of the autumn
Tired of its languid skies of lead
Lying in exile on my side of the bed
And on every still, grey, dreary day
I can see clearly
There’s nothing to say
And nothing to hear, save the sound of our voices decaying
So, if you’re keeping the door open
If you’re counting the hours
Darling, stop hoping, stop waiting for me:
I’ve never been more sure, more sure--
I’ve never been more sure, more sure of anything
How ridiculous we must look
Standing on our tiptoes
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6. |
False Spring
03:56
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False Spring
I’ve been tossing and turning
Wondering, Darling:
Just where did you go?
Starlings
Chitter on through the evening:
Are they grieving
The loss of the winter’s snow?
Or are they just like me:
Still cold, down to the marrow?
All I know is there’s a dress-coat in the closet
With a love note, still folded in the pocket
Falling
Into dreamlike
Memories:
Watching us break in two
From the One we were
To just Me…and…You
All I know is there’s a dress-coat in the closet
With a love note, still folded in the pocket
Draw me
Through the sunlight, dawning,
Over the starlings
Bursting into morning-song:
And I’ll reveal those things--
Sweet things-- kept secret for too long
All I know is there’s a dress-coat in the closet
With a love note, still folded in the pocket
In the pocket
False Spring…False Spring…False Spring…
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Sigh
03:30
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Swallows met me at the threshold
I let the sunrise in:
Last night I slept unsoundly
Had that awful dream again
The one where all my skeletons
And every line I’ve bought
Come running after me:
I try to flee, but I cannot
O, Darling, they were hot-on-my-heels
In a wave of indignation
I offered my most ardent appeals
But they craved remuneration
What can you do but sigh?
What can you do but sigh?
The shadows overtake me
The swallows flit away
Replaced by apparitions
In a ghastly shade of grey:
Impetuous investments
The swindler on the street
The endless repercussions
Of the terms I couldn’t meet
No, really, it was not in the plan
But I’m prone to deviation
Glad-handing every confidence man
Who gives me a demonstration
What can you do but sigh?
What can you do but sigh?
I’m easily distracted
And given to digress
I’m wont to say I’m sorry
But I don’t want to confess
No matter how you treat me
Or how freely you repeat
The promise of reprieve
Well, I’d sooner take the heat
I’d sooner take the heat
What can you do but sigh?
What can you do but sigh?
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8. |
Hers
03:07
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I hope you’re playing the piano
Staying up late
Because you want to
And not because the things
That haunted you still do
That through the screen door
Will come a cool breeze
Moving your fingers o’er the keys
And she’ll be right there, beaming beside you
Maybe she’s waiting at the corner
Radiant-eyed
And tempered brightly
With all the splendor of
Some treasured old upright
And she’ll be artless
Pretty
Winding up the tensegrity
Of your heart: it’s waiting to spring
It’s waiting to spring
And she’ll be singing
Something softly
And, honestly, much better than I could have sung for you
‘Cause I was not yours
But I hope that she’s yours
And I hope that you’re hers, too
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Mumble
03:01
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I lie awake and strain to shake
The aching in my chest:
A nympholeptic on the verge
Of cardiac arrest
Suppressing the obsessions
That incessantly resound
Through the synapses you’ve severed
In the nerves you’ve wound around
Nothing smarts like the tender heart
Of a sentimental fool
So, would it kill you-- would it kill you
To give a little?
I vacillate, equivocate
I wait outside your door:
Your starry-eyed solicitor
And pettish bête noire
I don’t know what to do but to fracture for you
But to crack like a leaky cup--
But to murmur and sigh every time that I try
To speak up, to speak up
Nothing smarts like the tender heart
Of a sentimental fool
So, would it kill you-- would it kill you
To give a little?
I stand with my coat in my hand--
I stand with my coat in my hand
And the words in my throat,
But nothing comes out clearly
I mumble incoherently
But nothing comes out clearly
I mumble incoherently
Nothing smarts like the tender heart
Of a sentimental fool--
Nothing smarts like the tender heart
Of a sentimental fool--
Nothing smarts like the tender heart
Of a sentimental fool
So, would it kill you-- would it kill you
To give a little?
Would it kill you-- would it kill you
To give a little?
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10. |
Please Please
04:56
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Infantilize every woman you see
Cuss the kids on the corner
Kick the dog, and poison the chickadees
The flickering eyes of the people you meet
Aren’t provocations, Baby:
Could you get over yourself, maybe?
Please…Please…Please…Please
The spectacle of a pink umbrella
Languishing on the front lawn
Still awaiting its reclamation
Scares you to death, as you peer out on the street:
Little bodies to riot
Little cries to disturb the quiet
Please…Please…Please…Please
In your dreams, all is plasticine-serene:
All is whitewashed and lacquered black
Tall fences and bottomless culs-de-sac
But the world comes creeping through the cracks
And you fall to your knees
Sighing in perpetual reprise:
Please…Please…Please…Please
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11. |
Flares
04:12
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Flares into oblivion
Prayers on the lips of children
Who sees or hears? No one
But, then again, I must admit:
When I’m utterly desperate, I talk to No One.
Gossamer morning pours,
Swift, through the corridors
And over your features: you’re still
Blissfully at rest
Mysteriously blest by No One.
But I’ve seen your eyes grow tear-flecked,
Trying to decathect from me
When I’ve made you so terribly, terribly lonely
Fragmented, dissolute
Brutes, red in claw and tooth:
They’re ruthless, they’re barely human, they’re
Staring hungrily
At you: you’ll turn for me and find no one
But I’ve seen your eyes grow tear-flecked,
Trying to decathect from me
When I’ve made you so terribly, terribly lonely
Terribly, terribly lonely
And I’ve heard the words on your tongue
Each stammered incantation
Ascend into oblivion
But, Darling, know this:
If no one else is listening I am
Darling, know this:
If no one else is listening I am
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12. |
Catastrophizing
02:50
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If I don’t tell you I love you
Before you go
How will you ever know
When you come
Plummeting out of the sky
Over Dayton, Ohio
When the engines fail
While the wailing mothers
Pray for time: O, but time
Belongs to others…now?
When the engines fail
While the wailing mothers
Pray for time: O, but time
Belongs to others…now…now…now…now
If I don’t tell you I love you
Before you go
How will you ever know?
If I don’t tell you I love you
Before you go
How will you ever know?
How will you ever know?
How will you ever know?
How will you ever know?
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